Write Like Noone is Reading
I’ve never been one to be huge on stats. Although I definitely think they’re interesting and I love looking around at who got to my sites from where and what they looked at I don’t care much for...
View ArticleIn the Middle
I started the draft of this post with this title months ago and had the intention to write about the juxtaposition of how wonderful it was to lay between the two of them and how horrible it was to be...
View ArticleRights and Responsibilities
I had never broken up with someone before, but now I’ve essentially had to do it twice in the span of a week or so. I feel like I don’t have the right to mourn or be sad because I was the one who said...
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Home Sweet Heartache
Taken by me winter of 2007 Everything is worse in the single digit hours when she should be sleeping but her brain won’t turn off. She instead reminds herself of how frost crystals can look like...
View ArticleRediscoveries
Now that I am somewhat outside of the relationships that have consumed me and took over my life for the last eight or so months I find myself getting more in touch with my needs. I am glad to have so...
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Breathe and Let Go
via Squall Leonhartt cropped by me for use in this post I feel his hand cover my mouth and know what is about to come. Taking a deep breath through my nose quickly before he pinches that shut, my eyes...
View ArticleSelf-Consciousness
I used to think I was an exhibitionist. I still do think that to a point, but lately I’ve been so reserved and worried about the way others perceive me I can hardly call myself an exhibitionist. I’m...
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The Big Question
Found here, it’s actually a shirt (and I bought one) That is, What Am I Doing With My Life? Oh, yes, that question. My last protected post (leave a comment here to get the password) was all about my...
View ArticleHelpless
He straddles my waist where I lay and pins my arms against me. I’m still able to squirm but know that even if I tried to get free it would be difficult. Not that I want to try. I look up at him,...
View ArticleVulnerability
I found this embedded in a post by maymay and loved it enough to want to share it while I’m working on many other posts. I’m working on some more kink-centered posts, as has been the theme lately, and...
View ArticleAll Over the Place
When Onyx and I began getting deeper in our D/s dynamic I had no idea the emotional impact it would have on me. I thought about it in some ways, I figured there would be impact on all areas of my life,...
View ArticleThe Things I’ve Learned
I’ve taken a break from the internet in the last few months, specifically this break has been from the online persona I have been developing on this blog since 2007. I experienced a mental breakdown of...
View ArticleSpiral Out Not Down
Sometimes pleasure is really difficult to access. The more stress and overwhelmed I am the more I get away from those things that make me feel good, and, ironically, from those things that resource me....
View ArticleHeart Opening
I have so much aching in the heart of me So old So removed The armor holding it in has been pierced Slowly, access has been given Tender smooth muscle exposed to the elements now So frozen So cold So...
View ArticleOn Graduating
After an amazing weekend where I put on (with the help of so many other wonderful people) the first temple in my home and the first where I was the lead, the hierophant, the ultimate-in-charge person,...
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On the Love of Self and Selfies
August-September 2015. Selfies are the self-portraits of this current technological age. They tell you a lot about how the person sees themselves; how they want to be seen by others. The angle, the...
View ArticleLate Night Poetry [Untitled]
You fell in love with my divinity My priest/ess My most-best self. I fell in love with your brokenness Your dark and trembling Your wounded vulnerability I wanted to know how I could be so vulnerable...
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